Janacek : Sinfonietta (mvt. 1 et 2)

 

Just began to read 1Q84 and feel very pleased that Murakami mentioned Janáček;s Sinfonietta right in the beginning of the book and have hope that in whole world people will have at least some knowledge about Czech Republic and about Janáček ;) Thank you, Murakami ...

Capitalism and Love of Spirit

Blog 19.3. 2012

Magic date of "2012". Monday. Very nice spring day. Hitchhiking, nice talking with older man in his car, then taking a train, just enjoying the landscape. Near Ražice (near Tábor) discover nice lake with so many birds all playing theirs games on it, and sun shines so nice, sun seems to be so kind today. It would be so nice if everything gonna be so kind as today;s sun is ;) Be free, be free, singing this song, but sometimes afraid that words of this song can be forgoten so quickly. How quickly we can sell our souls and bodies and be slaves of luxury, of comfort, of life with all sureness which this world can offer. We can pay to have nice or better body, to prevent or to improve many physical detection, to pay to have somebody;s life in your hands. MONEY. I have money and you do what i want, then i give you some money (usually little, little part of money). Is not this slavery of capitalism? Capitalism was for many ex-soviet countries kind of hope, hope that things work, things work when you put money into them. If you put money into machine, machine do what you want. And in capitalistic world has became "cool" to have capitalistic relationships, I do something for you because I need you, I give you money and you do what i wish you do, not what you CAN REALLY DO, not what you wish to do. This is not nice... Of course, you can say, it is like this, we can not change it.. but .. listen, if we let it so, it makes disastre. If relationships are not important any more, if will destroy our souls, our (svědomí). And if our svědomí does not work properly who else helps us to save our world, to act in a moral way, in a good way? This seems as very abstract. It is hard to specify, but briefly i would say, it is connected with God, with such Spirit, such Energy which show us how to act in every moment. If we are ready to follow orders of God. If everybody would be ready to act properly as our God wish (not as we wish !!), it would be such a paradise. But we can try it here on this Earth as well, one is so happy when can feel God;s presence, His love... it is nothing for it you need to study so long Bible, to study theology... i speak about SURENESS that He IS, He loves you.... however we can not say He or She, because He is all above that :) This is according me certain top of this life. Live our life in spiritual way... TO BE SURE, WHERE IS OUR PLACE AT THE CERTAIN MOMENT, where is our place among other people. Do something and be sure why we do it, and do not envy to others, as they can have more of something or lead more interesting life than we, but maybe they need it, we do not know what is their mission in this world, we can not judge anyone, ANYONE, we have never known, what is someone;s mission on this planet... just He knows ;) ;) ;) Look for joy, stay in it! ;)

Communism and liberty

Mission - written in the train on monday 19.3. 2012 (from Písek to Plzeň:)

I believe (you know this is the beginning of everything :D) that everybody has god a MISSION in this world. EVERYBODY. Everybody has a task, has something to complete . For better imagination it is like a brain with all the neurons inside, if some neurons missing then some part in body can not work properly. If some people can not complete their mission, it of course has impact on whole society. If some people are consider as criminals, as people are put away of society, something is society is missing. How it helps to society when put some people on the perfiery? In Soviet time in Czech Republic, people who were not "interesting" for communist where send away. People who were psyhical or mentally disabled where hidden to some institution and these institutions were hidden as well in countryside of the country. These people could not work for state , they were different, they were others. Communist state was interest just in heathy people who could live, work and obey THE SYSTEM. Who was against system and told it to somebody or the police recognized was send to hidden places as well, or was send to keep him silence. YES, keep people silence was one of many bad sides of communism. Voluntary slavery, people who wanted live without problems with SYSTEM needed to accept how is it and lost part their liberty in keeping shut their mouths. This is what we have from history, COMMUNISTS taughts us that it is convenient to keep silence for whom which want to achieve some profit to live better (understand: to have some material or economic advantages)!... This is what we deal with all the time, it is in our "nation". Generation from generation pass it over and this is what post-sovietic countries need to deal with in future. Deal with fear to speak about things, do not remain in silence however somebody could pay us to keep in silence our knowledge. Do not be afraid, do not support SYSTEM, which is not good...etc.

Words by pictures

One day, (I and my friend and her friend), we make a trip to "touch" this magical place in Montseny ;-)

Life with a BELIEF ;-)

Just returned from mountain trip and these mountains really consist some kind of "magic" as said my new friend by heart which I met today in the middle of nothing (forest), just sitting on the branch and washing her toes in cold fresh mountain river, just cool place to meditate... I would describe (if I could) this mountain as mysterious and mystic in Christian way of speech..., because it is not really first time I had some internal call and let;s say voice which told me to go there and then things happended... I met really incredible people on these tracks, they just were on right place in right time and I was there also in right time and on right place ;-)

So my first trip up there was in September, I was new in Barcelona, it was just my second month in Spain etc. I get up really early because from village I was living before it was really far away, needed to change some 2-3 trains, then take bus and then take another bus, but finally I reached the village of Montseny, bought there some lovely local food and discover pass by pass the nature around and love it so much !!! Love it as it was my house in the heaven ... You know I discover there very nice house, abandoned and there was fountain and there was some picture with Jesus and his disciple and the water in this fountain was SO STRONG.. and this place really have very special energy and I just knew I would like to stay overnight... in the arms of God... but you know racionally you do not stay somewhere overnight if you have no sleeping bag, so firstly I was asking for hostal, but the lady was really rude and told me that I should told her before and it is very complicated and she has no time etc. ... and I got angry - just a bit .. and was really hesitating - return to civilisation or not return and stay .. and I just follow my intution and belief that God;s gonna take care about me, how He did many times before and hope is He going to do all my life ... I return to this "Heaven house" and just was praying what to do next.. and saw one big house in the middle of this valley and had feeling that maybe there will be somebody who can help me so and indeed there was !! :) I met one old guy and his dogs, explain my situation that I would need to sleep outside but .. without no sleeping bag it would be difficult .. and He said: Ok, no problem, I have one ... and THAT;S IT !! I have a lovely night without no cold, because the presence of God can heal you and heat you as well ;-) So just want to inspire you and tell you .. there is always somebody who can help you, you can need to believe it and find him/her. And do not forgot GOD HAS ALWAYS SOLUTION FOR YOUR LIFE BECAUSE HE CREATED YOU AND KNOWS YOU AND YOUR NEEDS .. just be patience and prepare because as you know, his ways are not predictable for us,,,;-) buenas tardes

Santa Maria de Palautordera

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It is just one week since I moved here so I see everything more clearly ;-) I get used quite quickly on this village. Already having some daily rituals, I mean for example certain place where to go shopping, where to buy bread (pan), fruits, wine... Today is also my first day in local library, it is very cute and cozy, it is small, but I found here for example big CZECH-SPANISH dictionary !! just imagine ... I could not found it anywhere in big libraries in Barcelona, neither on my university .., well, there is one dictionary but small and quite old, so this village have one point more in total rating..and also there are really good music cd, just listening this catalan singer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJX5bJuh8m8&feature=share

(This photo is from local café at main square:D, always very busy, mainly on Sundays afternoons;-)

The library is open just for thursdays, fridays, saturdays morning (10-14), then after siesta I am already on my way for my university lecture, take a bus for train, then train, then change a train and in one hour I am on campus of UAB (Universitat Autonoma de Barcelona). Sometimes in the morning before shopping basic food just take a walk and in 10 or 15 minutes I am in almost deserted place near river and let me get seduced by waterfalls and then forgot about all Spain and all siesta time and come late to shop, so staying hungry, because every shop is close after 14 up to 17 ;-) You know, get seduced is a dangerous sport, however it was just "nature view". Here: www.facebook.com/home.php#!/media/set/?set=a.222376801184496.55564.109542279134616&type=1 you can see the waterfalls for which I forgot time passing by ... ;-) continue later

Beginning of trips

The travel, the movement begins with decision. Without decision, without any primary idea nothing works. There is a plenty of possibilities how to be catch up by some ideas and there is a lot of possibilities how to lose your life chance:) to let be some idea ... :D and I would like to start my blog by speaking of this moment when you are already decided and you just need to move to another place, travel to another place, travel to unknown country etc. All this going to happend tommorow, just imagine, but today you need to pack everything, to organise everything and also you can feel some strange emotions: I would call it: fear of unknown. This is something what influence everybody, some people less, some people more. To me it came today and let me little bit panic with uncertain question: How it is going to be up there???

You know what;s going on tommorow? I am going to move from the city centre to mountains, or let;s say village nearby mountains :)You know, I used to live last December in centre of Barcelona, but get opportunity to live more close to nature, so go for it, because live in city centres seems to be crazy. Still get me lost in Barcelona at night, however I already have passed several months up here to discover it ... before me is a new adventure, discovering of nature of Natural park of Montseny, village people and maybe loneliness in the mountains ... but I am sure that people feel more lonely in the cities full of people than when they are "alone" in the nature, because in the nature, you are never alone ... there are other animals hopefully and presence of Heaven is more touchable there and the air more breathable :D So let;s see what next days in new place going to bring :)